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turth hurts, heals

by aki

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1.
Don’t ever feel scared to call me My words are true they are all me Don’t know where but I’m falling Catch me softly and hold me Melt my feelings with a lighter Keep a secret and let me know If I can make your day brighter Please let it show I only want the best for you I only want to rest by you It feels just like a test for me but I’m caressed by an angel wings shut By some force you were sent to me I’ll hold your heart so carefully If you leave I’ll have to go If you care then tell me so
2.
kinda 03:12
i kinda wanna see your face i kinda wanna walk outside i kinda wanna hear your voice i kinda wanna wake up alive if it wasn't for your word i might really go away even if my voice is slurred i just wanna talk to you today and nothing really could compare to the colors in the smoke that we see at night surrounded by the gone and dead i just wanna chill by the candlelight know that you're my seraphim even when i walk alone at night and I'll be remembering what I couldn't tell to you that night maybe you're my better half can i really tell my right from wrong maybe I'll be better then if you let me stand with you I'm strong i kinda wanna see your face i kinda wanna walk outside i kinda wanna hear your voice i kinda wanna wake up, yeah i just wanna help you cause you've done so much for me i really wanna let you know i just really want to see ya the weight of it keeps me grounded and I've made so many doubts about it it's been killing me I'm haunted i don't know what i want but i want it I'll be there in a heartbeat if you call for me I'll be on my way I'll be there in a moment and then i can leave when you want me i know i tend to overshare i know i complain a lot at times I've been quiet for a while I've been waiting waking up alive i kinda wanna see your face i kinda wanna walk outside i kinda wanna hear your voice i kinda wanna wake up alive
3.
It’s funny how we never Ran into each other The place I went alone The place you were all along It’s funny how I felt When things were different I’ll remain silent I’ll keep it in my heart It’s funny that I’m nervous Every time you’re quiet Though I don’t mind if we Don’t speak at all It’s funny how I’m happy Just to be around you And when you look at me I just wanna hide away I’m sure you know You’re the dearest to me I’m sure you see How I look at you Oh how I’ve grown Sharing my mind with you I hope you feel My thoughts align with you I’m sure you know I’m sure you know
4.
Static in the mirror I lost myself Static in the mirror I lie beneath Static in the mirror I hurt myself Static in the mirror I grit my teeth Where have I gone Why is hard for me to look For so long I’ve closed myself inside a book Where were you when I starved myself for days Were you there then When my colors turned to grey I’m empty I’m empty I’m empty but alive I’m so cold I’m so cold When I’m alone will I survive
5.
Would you notice If I left today Would you fall apart Or forget me Would you look for me Would you call out my name Or just brush it off and carry on leave my shadow on your bed close my voice inside my head When you wake up you’ll know I’m just a ghost leave my shadow on your bed close my voice inside your head When I wake up I’ll know That I’ll be missing you the most My shadow on your bed My shadow on your bed My shadow on your bed I’m just a ghost My shadow on your bed My shadow on your bed My shadow on your bed I’m just a ghost
6.
We built this garden on dead soil Hoping to see it come alive Under the tree in the graveyard From the sun and the rain we hide I know it’s not much but you have my word If you keep me close to your heart I’ll be here at sundown Your words are a work of art You’re so smart The way that you handle things You’re so good When you’re gone the feeling clings You’re so strong The way that you pick me up But you’re so cold When you leave you leave me stuck

about

I made this album to reflect on how I truly feel.

Dedicated to Elis, Nic, Leo, Bradey, Aarne, Petteri and every single person very dear to me.

Cover photo by www.instagram.com/aar.ne/
Produced, mixed and mastered by me

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released July 25, 2019

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